August 7, 2012 [Black Clothes]

Job searched at Bizzell's, Shug's and Bow Thai today. Bow Thai is interested in me and would like for me to come in at five in Thursday. Mom is having back surgery around seven tomorrow and we have to be at the hospital by six am. I'm am having strong faith in God, but I am also scared to death. I'm not going to type all the could possibly go wrong, just so I don't have a breakdown. The surgery could go wrong, I'm going to have to step up and be "mom" for the house. I'm still worried about stupid tech and maybe work and also that other thing. They may seem little, but to me there huge.